Daddy, it's all my fault

She was barely aware of her surrounding but she sensed more then felt the movement, until the heat if her father registered. She cried out, whimpering as she struggled to move away from him. His warmth burned her at a touch, and it was clear to her that was a creature of the cold now. She wasn't to know warmth, comfort, safety any longer. At least, that's how she saw it, she didn't deserve nor want any of that any longer. It was her fault that illume was dead, and only she knew the truth. Illume was her litter mate, and a part of her soul. The sickly absence of it told her all she needed to know, more then she had wanted to understand. Illume was dead, gone from them and she doubted they would ever find her body. She couldn't understand why they kept looking, why they suffered the cold and a total lack of sleep to search for something they could not find. Didn't they feel it to? Her absence from the world. Current was absent now too, or at least by half. It took her a long time to register what happened in the world around her and she shuddered away from real sensations like the warmth if her father. She was but a ghost now, and the warmth of reality burned.

It took even longer for his words to register, the sweetness of them was bitter to her ears. She shuddered, he had been there, he knew it had been her fault. That he could out on that fatherly voice of love and speak so sweetly to his monster shocked her. She shuddered again, pulling herself away from him and curling into a ball so that her back was to him and her face to a den wall. "She's dead pupa. I know it, I feel it. I don't know why you all still look, because she's dead" her cold words where designed to repel him, to show him the monster that had taken over his little girls body. Perhaps it was the water controlling her, that compelled her to sout out the hateful words, or maybe she was just broken. It didn't matter, voltage would realize soon enough that thr girl curled up in his den wasn't his current, and she would have from him the bitter sweet hatred she deserved