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I Will do Anything for You, Even if I Lose the Stars



Caeli

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11-29-2015, 09:32 PM (This post was last modified: 11-29-2015, 09:35 PM by Caeli.)



Astrea had thought he needed space, had waited for him to come to her, had hoped that he would, that he knew that she would help him. She had waited, a small part of her dying when he still did not mount the cliff face and seek her comfort. She was always in the same place, always available, always willing to lend a ear, and yet no one thought enough about her to come. Everywhere around her her family was falling apart, and yet no one looked to her for advice. It felt like a short coming, that she was not good enough for the role that Voltage gave to her, had told her was hers.

That even the one wolf who had believed in her did not thought enough to seek her out, to come to her with his bleak soul. She narrowed her eyes, knowing that if she gave into her insecure thoughts again that everything she had fought for most of the year was for nothing. No, she shock off the thought and moved closer to the only being that seemed to see her light in the darkness she had lived in those first three years. He had not given up on her, even when she gave up on herself, so she would not let the hurt of the persevered failure get to her.

She was over him now, her pale eyes taking in his broken form, her mind racing to figure out a way to fix this to fix him. She could see that he was hurt, hurt down to his very soul, every cell within him calling out for that one he lost... Her own pain flared then, she had failed in the worst way possible, she made a mistake in waiting for him, she should have gone to him the moment she found out what had happened, she should not have let him wallow in this very heavy pain.

And in that moment she knew what she had to do, she would give anything to see her most beloved brother whole again. She would give him her very heart if he would just smile. She would forsake her very name sake if he would LIVE again. She would not look at the stars again until her brother was whole. "Voltage, I will make this better, I will do everything to make you happy, I will give up the stars just for you." She knew just from the sight of him that he had given up, that he and everyone thought that little Illume was gone. But hope still bloomed in her that the child, of one of the strongest wolves she knew, would give up on life. Little Illume would fight to her last breath and then some, and Astrea was not going to think otherwise.

With no other words Astrea turned, calling softly to Zori, knowing the bird would not be far from her. She would make this right, she would fix her brother, even if the stars stop shinning down on her...