Zori swooped in a question in her little cheeps. "We are leav..." She stopped her ears twitching as she heard the call and another sound that broke her further. His pain was her pain, she felt his soul call out, felt his very being reaching. She felt the crushing waves that threatened to pull her down with him, felt her very light die out. Sharp bolts of that very heaviness weighed her down as she hesitated and turned back to his broken body. His eyes panicked, full of pain and loneliness. His pain was her pain.
She whined back to him, her own eyes full of her failure, full of her short comings, It did not matter what she did she always failed the one soul who had believed in her, the one wolf who had looked at her muted lights and knew that under the shadows she hid in shone a star so bright that it almost burned. But now that light flickered, threatening to dim and then go out, the pain she felt was so strong. His pain was her Pain.
"Why Voltage? I am not good for anything." The echo of that long ago night spread around them, bearing her soul yet again. But this time she was not sure her brother was willing or able to catch her fractured soul. His pain was her pain. It was so very very painful and crushing, her very being shattered to see this strong and lively wolf reduced to panic and whines. "I failed! I let you and everyone I care for down, I FAILED at the only thing that I am good for. Why when I failed the only one who saw through the darkness and saw me? Why should I stop at the only thing that I can do for you!?"
His pain was her pain. So cutting, so heavy, so hot. It was crushing her, pulling her under the waves where she was not able to see the light that Voltage uncovered all those nights ago. The light was so dim she could not see it anymore, the pain was so strong, oh so heavy.
His pain was her pain...
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