ardent

I Will do Anything for You, Even if I Lose the Stars



Caeli

Loner

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5 Years
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Female
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11-29-2015, 10:33 PM



She wanted to resist, she wanted to just run then and their, go back out into that dark world and not come back until she was sure she found the light again. She felt the pull that drove her all those times life thrown out her Throat, leaving her bleeding. She wanted to run from her problems again, wanted to run and keep running. She did not want to feel this crushing pain, did not want to see her proud brother brought to his knees. Did not want to see him so... Broken. But she resisted that urge. She had told him upon her return that she would not run from her problems, that she would face them. And this pain, his pain, was not something that she would be able to run from without breaking a crucial part of her own soul.

Instead she cried out and ran to him, shoving her small body under his raised paw, she put her face into his neck, ignoring the stench of him dying. For that was what was happening, he was so thin and frail now, he was wasting away before her very eyes and she felt so helpless.

"I'm sorry Volt, I'm sorry." She whined into him, tears streaming into his fur, she had never felt so lost, felt so broken before, had never faced this strong of a emotion before. His pain was her pain. "Sorry, sorry, sorry." She kept whispering into his fur, knowing that no matter how many times she said it, it would not make this better, that the light was gone.

She was sorry that she was not good enough for him, that he had to go through this, that he was alone to, that she had failed him... She was sorry that there was nothing she could do for the brother who had given her everything, sorry that she was not able to return the favor at this moment. Sorry that she was making this worse...

"Sorry, sorry, I'm so sorry Volt. Sorry..."