Behind Blue Eyes

The young man knew it was selfish… but he hadn’t exactly been taught any different. Hadn’t had the chance to know to know how his anxiety might hurt others. To Alfie’s knowledge he was only hurting himself, even when this wasn’t the case. The young brute breathed in as Razor moved closer, welcoming the touch as the other brute spoke softly. His ears twitched slightly as he listened, and that guilty feeling welled up all the more inside of the youth.

“I’m not going anywhere again, Razor.” Alfred promised. “I… I love you too.” He could feel his heart racing all the more as he uttered those words. They were spoken truthfully though. Gods above he spoke them with as much honesty and truth as he could. “I’m sorry I ran away… I’m sorry I was selfish…” He moved his head over the other male’s neck, holding him close.

“That stops now… I’ve got someone else to care for.” His tail had begun wagging happily back and forth, his eyes slowly sliding closed. “I just hope you can forgive me for the past… as we move towards a new future.” He could feel his heart fluttering… surely this had to be the happiest day of his life.