ardent

Ain't my fault it's all I got



Mara

Loner

age
7 Years
gender
Female
gems
10
size
Extra large
build
Medium
posts
123
player
Monster
03-30-2018, 11:41 PM



This interaction had turned into a darker parody of peaceful conversation, and she found it rather entertaining as she allowed the dark thoughts to take hold of her mind. Finding her children had been her initial thought when she decided it was time to end the sleepless nights and merciless memories that haunted her at night. Wouldn't that just put a burden on them though? Besides, she was quite sure that her suffering was her own fault. Leaving her offspring to live their lives unencumbered by her issues while she escaped them in the sweet release of death? Yeah, that was as good a solution as any. She had nothing better to do with herself, no purpose, just pain she'd caused herself. Over time she was realizing - rather begrudgingly - that her pain was the manifestation of a once foreign emotion; guilt.

Guilt, as it turned out, was difficult to live with. So, why bother, if she didn't have to go on? Mara would bow theatrically, chuckling under her breath, "Mara the mind reader, that's me."

Listening to him carefully, she would nod lightly. Of course she shared his sentiments, it wouldn't do for one of them to survive this suicide pact and be left without an end to their pain as promised. "I believe we do. Is there anywhere you'd like to go to rest? Or are you keen on sleeping out in the open?" Mara could, when not suffering from recurring nightmares, sleep just about anywhere. She was still aware that others didn't all share her talent for laziness in any circumstance.


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Mara is rude, lazy, and really likes to swear sometimes. She is not pleasant in the slightest.