Take it out on me

*Leviathan* · 07-18-2018, 05:48 PM

He remained turned away from her as she whimpered and rushed, not because he felt heartless but because he too felt the need to break from the impact of emotions held against them. He didn't want to hurt his Ava, and yet he still felt the need to do so. He wouldn't let them crumble which may have seemed like an illusion at this moment but it was true. He felt for Mammon as she felt for him and that's how it had always been.

Her cry would strike a nerve though not physically, his head lifted to the sky as he went for a deep breath in to try and contain himself. It almost felt like thunder through his body, and he would go to turn toward her in mid-word, "Ava, you can't say you can't see me hurting." A glaze over his eyes as his voice cracked in an effort to keep himself, they most definitely were coming to a level with each other now.

"Why couldn't you tell me?" As if she could tell exactly what he was thinking, but maybe she could. Either way, it made no difference as he couldn't stand to look at her cowering form, his body in a half turn just to look the other way in a fear that she could see him rupturing too much. He hadn't felt this way since their mother died, and he had always planned to never let Mammon see him as weak as he was then. Never again. An impossible goal of course, but it seemed so easy in these last near-three years. "All you had to do was tell me..." in a whisper. These last couple season felt wasted, regarding either his devotion to ignoring her or his time spent with her instead of someone else. At least their bond was too strong to replace her, and perhaps only he would know to feel that. There was no telling what she felt or how she thought he had spent his time away from her, her fears nothing to be afraid of because it was all a deceiving thought.

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Take it out on me

Leviathan