gigantic, ginormous, colossal, butt

He looked up at Ruin and pulled a face at her question. “Abaven did” he grumbled. He felt like that pack was always just… there. Hovering over him, like an overbearing parent he didn’t want or need. He could look after himself! He could fight, and have adventures. He could do so much, if only he was allowed to. Why did his parents have to keep him under such a close watch? Why couldn’t he go to the battlefield, or leave the pack on his own? The kids in Ashen seemed to have so much more freedom then he did.

“I just want to learn for myself, Ruin! Dad says bad things happen out there, and yaddy yah. But I want to see for myself! I want to fight for myself, I don’t need him hovering over my shoulder every minute of every day, you know?” he grouched, and looking at his smaller sister, he wondered if maybe she did. He lowered his head and gave it a good shake as Ruin playfully nipped at him, so his ears flapped against her.