Share the pain
Avantika
Tactician
05-09-2021, 04:44 PM
Rudy's weak smile almost surprised Avantika, although it shouldn't have. She was so used to peppy, childishly happy Rudy. But he couldn't be that anymore. She felt a twinge of pity for him. For as much as Resin's death was hurting her, she at least had experienced hardship before. Not like this, not at all like this, but she'd never been naïve like he had been. Her parents had never loved her, and she had never loved them, so it was only fear she had to deal with when they left her, not grief. The situations were not the same. But Rudy had never experienced being abandoned by a parent before. His childhood had been happy and safe, full of kind people and good days. He agreed to the spar, and she followed him away from the entrance, kicking herself for not thinking of that. As soon as they arrived at their fighting grounds for the day, she threw herself into her fighting stance wholeheartedly and stalked in a slow circle. She didn't have to fake the glare and growling today. She simply let her limits go and embraced her anger. It was freeing to drop the pressure to be good. She lunged forward suddenly, twisting her neck to attempt to grip Rudy's muzzle sideways, coming from the right side, in her jaws and hold it tightly closed. If blood was spilled, well, so be it. She wouldn't try for it. Yet. But if it happened, then it happened. She wasn't even sure if she really wanted to win or just to prove that she was alive. She wasn't sure of anything right now. Avantika Carpathius vs Rudyard Carpathius for spar Round 1/x Age: Over 1 year Size: Large Build: Medium Companion 1: Sharp-shinned hawk, Female - Flying Skills: Advanced Fighter & Advanced Intellectual Specialty: N/A "Avantika to Kaata telepathy" "Kaata to Avantika telepathy" "speech" |
Avantika is prone to panic attacks. Keep in mind when roleplaying with her.
Her companions, a female sharp-shinned hawk named Kaata and a black-thighed falconet named Kit can be assumed to always be close by unless otherwise stated.
Her companions, a female sharp-shinned hawk named Kaata and a black-thighed falconet named Kit can be assumed to always be close by unless otherwise stated.