I'm caught in a blur
Chimera
Defender
05-30-2021, 10:52 AM
That uncertainty in her expression returned despite her best efforts as he grinned and stepped toward her, towering over her as he told her that she could do her duty as a slave. Her smile faltered and confusion crossed her expression as she tried to piece together what he could mean, her breath catching in her chest as he leaned down till his nose was at her throat. Her heart beat nervously against her chest as his paw caught her smaller frame and began to pull her toward him, her mind finally catching up to the situation she was in and the harsh reality setting over her with a cold chill. She had been willing to put up with abuse or bites or attacks, but this wasn't something she had anticipated even though she should have given how her mother was killed. Her ears pinned back, a whine she couldn't quite stifle slipping from her as he pulled her around and shifted till he was standing behind her, holding her in place. Her first instinct was to fight, to pull away, to run to Siren and look to her lady for help, but would Siren help her? Would she stand up to her brother? Or was this truly what they expected of her? All she could think about was her mother fighting back against the guard that sired her when he tried to rape her again and how she had ended up getting herself killed. For a brief second she wondered if that would be worth it just to not endure whatever Chimera would put her though, but she thought about Siren and she held still as Chimera's growl made her tremble with fear and his nose tracing her spine made her fur bristle. She couldn't leave her lady alone. She couldn't risk Chimera taking her away from her. Her eyes squeezed shut as he told her to be good so things would go easier, biting her lip to hold back another whine as he pulled her hips back into his. She had never been with anyone like this before and she had no idea what to expect and maybe that had something to do with her fear. It was never something she had considered wanting or doing since being a servant had consumed her entire life, but maybe this was the way it was meant to be. Maybe this was truly part of her duty as a slave as he said. That was how she tried to rationalize things as she responded to his command with a trembling whisper, "Yes, sir." She tried to focus on the sound of the waves, the feeling of the water barely lapping over her paws, and started trying to think of things that she would need to do for Siren tomorrow to keep herself from focusing too much on this moment and the pain of being forced onto him for the first time, gritting her teeth to keep herself from making more than a quiet whine. |
