Why does it hurt so much

“Just in time to save me, then”. Those words lingered in his mind as a pang of sorrow filled his chest. Multiple times a day Incubus thought of what would of happened if he hadn't been there. This Wolf that had totally turned his life in a new direction, the best of directions, would not be here. Riva, the beautiful little healer he held in his arms, would be dead. The thought nearly brought tears to his eyes but Incubus did as he usually would and swept them away with a few hard blinks and some breaths. It was frustrating to know that she was once happy with a family, a husband. A Husband that was no where to be found... He left her in her most grievous time of need... to die. Over a fucking accident. Incubus knew if he ever encountered this fool he'd have a thing or two to say. Perhaps it'd be best for the both of them if that reunion never happened.

Incubus cleared his throat as he tried to focus on her next words. "With time you will." A pause. "There are some I haven't even had a full conversation with myself so don't feel bad if it takes a while." Some of Ashen's members were mostly involved in their immediate family units, which was fine. As long as the pack functioned properly it didn't matter how social it's members were.

Those negative thoughts still lingered but she offered another much needed distraction. Riva grabbed at his head and pulled her to him for another kiss. Incubus happily complied and licked her lips as they came rushing to him. The brute let his lips curl into a greedy smirk as his pale eyes poured into hers. "You are playing a dangerous game my love...." Inc pressed another kiss to the side of her muzzle, "I can only be good for so long." His voice was low and full of yearning. Warmth filled his veins as a paw pressed against her and pulled her closer. It was a long time since he'd been this close to a fae, especially one he truly cared for. Their intimacy was something that would likely be a common theme in his mind for a long time to come. Despite being quite a gentleman, Inc did have quite the possessive and dominant side. Those little teases drew such out and it was a constant battle for him to push them back down.