I think I have reached my limit

Art & Code by Rex 2023
"Speech!"
His morning was like others, a good stretch and roll to sun and then a nap and breakfast. It was a routine at this point. His lips were split in a grin as he moved and he gave friendly hellos and conversations to any that wanted to speak. His enthusiasm was in massive waves for talking with anyone, though normally his simple mind hardly grasped anything complex spoken to him. It was a good life.

He grabbed eggs this morning then moved to see if he could find his brothers or sisters to spend time with. Though every single time he stopped before he got to asking like always. His mood wasn't sour ever but today he felt a little sour.

Ever since Baecette had died, his grandma left and his mom disappeared his family felt wrong. Not to mention he didn't have a clue who to speak to when it came to his own feelings. He had wanted to see saga too, but stopped himself when he realized she was busy.

In the end he ended up sighing and letting the smile drop from his face, tears pricking his eyes as he moved. His tail drooped and he moved slow. His tears fell slowly. Everything was wrong. He was wrong too. Did he belong anymore?

He had so much on his heart, so many feelings. And no one wanted to listen, plus his family kept saying wolves from raiders were their enemies.... it didn't sit right with him. He just wanted friends and others to be around.

A sigh passed his lips. He hated this feeling. Maybe he should see if he could make some raiders his friend? Would that fix things? Everything was so confusing. Not to mention he was confused as well about other things. Wasn't he supposed to be in some weird lovey dovey stage with girls? That thought was nasty sounding though.

He glanced at the massive bones around him, normally the sight would make him hungry, but right now he just wanted to cry and his tummy hurt. His hips lowered to the ground and he looked back towards Polaris, he was probably far enough now to safely cry and not upset anyone, and maybe even sing out his frustrations. Tears fell harder as he realized, he slipped out and he couldn't see anyone had followed... did they care? Did they know?

His head threw back after a moment, a cry to the heavens as he screamed. Everything was wrong! "Why!?! Why did you take him!?!" baecette dying had been the start of everything. And he was at the limit with it. He was starting to become something he hated. Something that lied to those he loved just to not hurt them.