Chin tucked in towards her chest as sides heaved in deep heavy breathes full of anger and despair. Torment was the only way to describe what her life was like currently. A voice carried over to her causing her eyes to flash open, hackles raise and body jump up to turn towards the speaker. Her body posture was not one of threaten but scared. Tail tucked in, ears flattened and head lowered. Pale green orbs landed on the silver Queen. She couldn't really remember her name, just knew she was the new Queen. Her body lowered down to the ground in shame for her reaction as Loccian sat near her. Her eyes darted away as the Queen asked her a question, one she wasn't prepared to answer, nor even have an answer for fully. But there was one thing the yearlying didn't like. Being called Miss Rohini. She was no miss, nor lady, she was simply just Rohini. Slowly she sat back down and glanced at Loccian."Please my queen, just call me Rohini. I am no miss or lady. I have not earned such titles, even if I did I would prefer someone just to call my Rohini with no titles." She said softly.
She gazed back out of the lake, trying to find and answer to Loccian question. There was so much bothering her, so much she wasn't sure where to begin. She supposed she could start with the most current thing."I feel worthless my Queen. I have no purpose here within the pack. You all have never questioned my being here, never asked me of anything and provide protection. And what can I offer in return?! Nothing! And it upsetted me more when at the metting you said you would take our place if glaciem took one of us. But how would that be helping the pack if our Queen is taking by enemies? What if they come again and destroy this pack while holding you captive? I want to be of use..." She said quickly, brows pulling together. Each word was spoken with such intense emotion that her muzzle parted once more to pour out everything."Before I came here I had once lived with my Mother and Brother. They were my everything, my world. But something happened..mother was..murdered. Brother told me to run and I did! I ran and ran for days. I didn't even look back, afraid someone would be chasing me. How could I not have turned back to see if my brother was ok?! I never saw them again. I look just like them, it hurts so much. The pain in my heart is killing me, I cant go on like this. I feel like im falling apart, falling into a never ending black hole and cant get out!" Grief made her choke, her throat felt raw. Body shook as she tried to hold back to wave of despair and sorrow from engulfing her.
"Speech"
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