Sand, Stars, and Sorrow.
02-23-2014, 04:06 PM
Isabella |
The male had smiled as he spoke, why on earth had he done that? Isabella was confused, beyond confused. She never understood the emotions or actions of others very well and this wolf was a quite the puzzle to her. Though she had to admit, having another wolf care about her was something that did not happen often. It was one of those things she wasn't sure if she liked or not, however she did know the fall wolf at lest deserved to be spoken off. "It would be away to atone for the kill, to keep the wolf's memory alive." The thought crossed her mind and she liked it. There was another thought in the very back of her min she didn't want herself to here, that if she spoke her pains to another and admitted her crimes perhaps she would feel better. Admitting that to herself would be admitting her own weakness though, and at a time when she was this down it wasn't exactly something she wanted to do. The male gave his reason for wanting to help, or at least something that sounded like reason. To show her worth to have gone though her past and carried on, to see how far she has come along. "Well, I suppose having gone though it, I mean that says something correct?" Her words were mostly to reassure her self though she sounded very unsure. Watching him a moment she considered speaking but turned her head way. "It is not a happy tail, but I would do right by the victim in my story to tell you. I have spoken of this with very few." In fact the only one in the land of Alacrists she had spoken of the event directly with was Alphonso yet he had her full trust and they knew everything about each other. "If you would like to know then I shall tell you, your reasons for it are very strange however but perhaps it shall do us both some good?" That came out more of a question than the statement she wanted to be showing she was still very uncertain. "If you truly like stories of hardship then you shall gain something and if I speak it then, I see little gain for me but perhaps for the one I wronged." Every time she told the story she ended up feeling empty, so many emotions would come to her at once she would do her best to block them all and feel as emotionless as she sounded. That often left others unable to reply, even Alphonso only manged a few comforting words and the idea of a long walk. The words seemed to help but that was only because she did not want to see her friend surfer. None had been able to comfort her about the tail in a way to have her open up and realize she could let go of the sadness and guilt within. Even if they did it would require a bit of work on her part as well, admittance she was not weak and what happened was not her fault. Turing back to the male she met his miss matched eyes. "If you still wish to know, I shall tell you. Though I would at least like to know your name first." There was a chance she would open up, though this male was still a stranger and she did not know if she could trust him, it was also strange to her the male was so close and did not seem to be going anywhere. At least a name would help, there were still many doubts in her mind but a name was a start. "My words are for all.""My thoughts are not." |