just keep on healing me
03-02-2014, 10:22 PM
| Imena |
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She had been busy clearing out her old den of debris and sulking. She could never see her old den the same way again, and yet never leave it. It held a bittersweet feeling for her. Without her mate, without her sun, she felt those black clouds of depression blocking out the light. She didn't want anyone to see her this way, thus kept to herself. At least until she could at least bare the pain. Her heart felt shattered, her body ached with loss. She would spend her days restocking her store or chewing on lavender and poppy seeds. It helped, especially at night were sleep was fitful. She had no one to turn to, no one to tell her worries and stresses. No one to tell to even now when she needed it the most. Today was like any other, laying at the entrance to her cave like den, blue eyes just staring off into nothing. She felt so hollow, but yet her mind screamed to get moving. She couldn't let her pack down as Primary Theta. But how could she face them? She watched as others fell in love, had mating ceremonies and the such. And each time to pain and jealously was getting harder to hide away. A howl broke through her turning mind, lifting her head up. Friction was calling all the healers. Was something wrong? At once her mind would focus only on that, paws scrambling to get up and bolt off to the male. Though depression hung around her, her body was at it's peek prime. Muscles pumped under glossy fur of black and brown, lung not tiring or burning in her speeding race. Friction's location took her through the moor. She did not hesitant to splash into some mud, merely shook it off. There ahead she spotted the male and slowed down to a walk, shaking out the debris and mud from the run.Friction? All is well I hope? She called out as she approached him. No longer was she the timid female when they had first met. She had come a long way since joining Valhalla. The pain she suffered vanished away, locked away for solitary confinement for later. Blue eyes were sharp as she looked around them before settling down on her haunches and waiting. |