I don't want another broken heart

Every word he never wished to hear would she utter, his heart and self-respect would become shredded. Regret was obvious in his expression, he knew sorry could never be enough. He didn't want to soil her with his presence any longer, but he had promised himself to her and he had failed her terribly. She loved him, and though he never thought himself able to say it he loved her more than life itself. His gaze would be drawn to her as she whispered his misdeeds. He wanted to rip his own heart out and place it at her feet for all the pain he could see so clearly on her. He wanted to comfort her and tell her everything was alright. But it was his fault. He was the reason for her pain, and he wasn't sure if he could live with such knowledge. Devya would continue, finally asking the most heartbreaking of questions. Before he could stop it a sorrowed whine would drip from his bleached jaws. He would shake his head in disbelief as he found words worth utterance, "I love you more than my own life Devya. I would sacrifice the sun for you. I hate myself for causing you this much pain." he would mimic her quiet tones as his lavender eyes would find their way to her form. He would not ask her forgiveness, for that was something he could never accept. He just wanted to end her sorrow.?