Never Gonna Dance Again

*Imena* · 03-17-2014, 07:00 PM

After the meeting Imena had silently slipped into the shadows and turned away. It took all she had to clamp down her emotions as she watched Leon and Ash. To see everyone happy. Her jaws hurt from bearing down on her teeth to keep from any sound from slipping between her lips. Sky blue eyes grew dark, never looking at anyone in the eye always on her paws or glancing at that empty spot next to her. So as soon as she could leave she had emerged into the shadows and away back to her den.

Paws dragged along the dried earth, tail limp, ears flat against her skull. She walked without really seeing, her body just automatically carrying her back home. Home was what her den used to be. A place she had shared with Cael, a place where dreams had been created and made. Now it stood only as an empty cave much like how she felt inside. A place to scream and cry out her suffering, a place to hide away from the others. But she would not crack till she reach it. Paws stopped right outside the den upon the rocks, still warm from the day even with how late it was. Head lifted up as she stared at her home. It just didn't feel right anymore, nothing did.

The only thing keeping her here was the fact that Valhalla needed her as their Primary Theta. Slowly she blinked as tears rolled down from her eyes. She shouldn't be the only Primary Theta. Where was Cael? Had she done something wrong? Lips pulled back in a silent snarl, legs trembled unable to hold her up anymore. The dark woman crashed to the earth in a strangled gasp and long screams. It was getting to the point she could not bare the pain anymore. Jaws gaped wide only the snap down on her own left foreleg. The physical pain was a relief, her mind focusing on it. But if she lessened her grip the raw and destroying emotions overtook once more. She growled in pain and anger, in sorrow and defeat.

Speech,

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