Unforgivable

She was in her den again, well hers and Jinxx's at least. She'd not been able to stay in Erani's alcove for very long, though even here the memories still hung about her. She wished she would dream of her again, to see her sweet alabaster face once more. All she would experience was nightmares though. As a result the girl had kept herself from much sleep, only the drug induced dreamless sleep would be allowed. Even taking such measures Twig had lost more sleep then she cared to admit to. As a result her eyes had grown rather dull, along with her usually brilliant coat. She had eaten little food and had seen even less sunshine. Her will to interact with pack life was little to none, there was a deep pain within her heart that threatened to consume her. It was as though simply breathing has become a laborious action, her grief overpowered her will to get back up. To fight through her pain.?

Her marked eyes were closed and her demeanor was pitiful, ears hung lifeless as her body lay broken upon the den's floor. Jinxx helped her get through the day, but even he had not been able to give her any kind of ease. He was likely out gathering more herbs to help her into fitful slumber. She would hear the paws at her doorstep but she would not move to welcome them or deny them. Her eyes would remain closed as the voice was whispered from the entrance, the presence would appear beside her then. Twig would register the voice and subtle scent of Alpine, his kindness had helped her along. What could he do now though? She felt like a shell, listless eyes would blink open impossibly slow as she found herself leaning into his touch. She felt waves of physical pain ripple across her pelt, movement even causing her distress. Still the gentle touch of a friend she would find was worth it. "It hurts so bad, Alpine. The very blood within my veins courses with agony." Her voice was a raspy whisper as she buried her face in his neck, "She was so beautiful, I want her back so much." she would sob as she found more tears to cry. Would the hurt ever lessen?