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Fine Time Being Queen



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04-03-2014, 07:23 PM




Not judge him? Well her certainly hoped and felt that was true. After the old scars that lied upon his heart making crevices for demons to crawl into. At least he had gotten it off his chest. His tail would come to rest behind him as his white tipped elbows came to rest near his stomach. He was special to them, he felt like a child being praised. Etern's green eyes would wander for a moment in the middle of his thoughts. But then her voice raised a question, so simply but it made him think. What did he really want?
"Anything else I desire..." he had been born a simple fighting machine. A monster, he killed young if he was ordered. When he finally had feelings for someone she had been torn away from him. Etern shut his eyes, ears pulling back. His brother had a wife, Sendoa, he had so many children. And what did he have? Rank, boasting about having the Armada blood. He sighed trying to center his thoughts. "I feel strange Sendoa, my life before this was all about taking orders. I would take the lives of the innocent without another thought. I was not aloud to express emotion, and when I finally held someone dear before I even got the chance to have children with her she was defiled and her life torn away. They threw me out for killing the men who did it. They set me free. So I'm not sure what I want, I already feel welcomed belonged here. Perhaps I should take some time while not training the others to really think about where my paws should lie." Etern said lowering his head. "I would never be able to ask you to fetch me anything without thinking I can do it on my own. I have to realize I am my own man I feel like a fool." What he was saying nearly didn't even make sense to him. Maybe Sendoa was getting the jist of it, he sat back and swallowed. He wasn't a mess, he was just thoughtful.


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