When will it end

She would not move or speak when the healer finally caught up to her, laying numbly as Orchid set to work dealing with the worst of her wounds. Cleaning the crusted blood then playing down a poultice. She had attempted to touch Vi's leg wound that the woman had inflicted upon herself but Vi had refused, ready to throw down if Orchid did not comply. She wanted it to scar. She wanted it to forever be a reminder of what she had lost and what she had done. It was all for him after all... She would lay in silence as Orchid worked and fussed, eyes hooded as she gazed away. "Was that wrong of me? I wanted to kill her at the end..." Vi's words were a soft whisper, still staring off into the distance as she spoke though when she finished she would turn her gaze back to Orchid. "Also I think this goes without saying but will you be our lead healer?" She had meant to ask the girl before she had left but it had slipped her mind completely...