A beat without a Bass
07-02-2014, 02:34 PM
Her boy seemed to grow older with her words, wiser and sadder and she would still her questions to allow her Knight to speak. He told her that he did not want this to be her decision, but she simply did not see how it could be otherwise. He promised her he was not going anywhere, and she opened her mouth to question this ? because he was an Alpha now, how could he not? But he would continue on and her muzzle would simply close once more. He constantly made little movements about her, nuzzling against her or breathing in her scent. She was too distracted to enjoy the attention, to afraid that she was about to lose him. She had never considered it before, but suddenly, with fright she realised that she could not. She shook a little, terrified of her own realisation, of what on earth it might mean. Suddenly even the tiger did not matter. ?How can you say that? You?ll be gone physically, and gone is gone. You?ll be an Alpha, how could you spare time to journey out here to meet me?? she whispered, unable to speak these terrible words louder than her softest voice. What was he doing to her! was it just the thought of losing him that made him seem all the more important? Or was this real. She could feel tears burning at the back of her eyes and suddenly all she wanted in the world was Val, she [i] needed[ /i] Val, and she needed him right now. Her chest was burning and she heaved another breath. She was falling apart, what was happening to her! She needed Val. She needed Val. She needed Val. She needed Val. Her thoughts where near historical at this point. There was no more room for rational thought, and Cecily would scramble to her paws, and away from Bass, she was crying freely now, her bright green eyes clouded and red with the effort of these tears, chest heaving heart breaking tears the likes of which she had never in her life felt before. ?No. No. Bass, whatever way you put it your leaving me!? she cried, her voice was not a whisper now. ?You left once, and your leaving again and all you can think about is leaving. Leaving, leaving, leaving!? her chest heaved again and her breath came out in little gasps like her heart might explode. speech |
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