Lets Tessellate

*Conan* · 01-30-2015, 05:49 PM

It felt odd to be standing so far from Phoebe. He remembered the times where they would greet each other, even if they'd just seen each other a few moments ago, with such affection that it was hard to deny that they loved one another. Every muscle in his body was pulling him towards the red woman, asking him to touch her, to mesh his fur with hers, to fawn over her with kisses and tell her how much he loved her...but he couldn't make himself do it, despite it being the one thing he wanted to do the most right that moment. It seemed that Phoebe was on the same wave length, rising to her paws at his approach, taking a step forward as if to greet him before she caught herself, stopping herself from moving any farther. Conan would rock forward, his paws shuffling ever so slightly forward with every intention to close what seemed to be a great distance between them but he would keep himself rooted to the spot, ruby gaze steadily watching her, waiting.

She would breathe out his name and he would damned if ever ounce of his self control didn't snap right then and there. He didn't want to feel like he couldn't embrace his wife and love her like he'd been doing since having returned to her, but it was impossible to shake the feelings that barred him from doing so. I have to be honest with you. The titan would tense up, his ears falling to half mast, tail lashing uneasily between his hocks, the organ in his chest picking up its pace. Why did she have to be honest with him? Had she not been doing so up until then? Dread began to leek into his veins as he continued to listen to what she had to say. A while ago, back during the winter... I ran into one of Hera and Desponia's fathers. I... I cheated on you Conan. I didn't mean for it to happen...I wanted to see if he was real. Those months when I was broken... All the memories from that time feel like a dream and it felt like you were getting more distant and the girls were always gone...

Everything after that was a blur. He couldn't hear what she saying after that. It was like he went deaf. The whole world narrowed down to a tunnel and he could see nothing past that tunnel. Numbness took over the beast, his legs collapsing beneath him as he crumpled to the ground. His chest felt too tight, like he wasn't getting enough oxygen. She....cheated on him...Phoebe took another man to her bed....Hot tears that he couldn't feel started trickling down his sooty cheeks as he lied there, unable to think or talk. He was just numb. Completely and utterly numb. What was he supposed to do? What should he do? Why had this happened to him...

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