The Stars Place in the Universe
03-28-2015, 10:10 AM
Astrea was about to close her eyes, maybe sleep will banish the growing melancholy; not that she was too hopeful she slept everyday and still awoke as lost and lonely as the day before. But as she begin her drift off into the dreamland she felt a wight on her back. Her eyes pop open and she looks back to see her brother. She gave him a weak smile, she was not so self absorbed to understand that her brother cared and worried for her, but that still did not stop her feelings from blooming. She was about to try to sleep again when volt asked about the stars. She almost laughed, almost but the sound came out more sad then joyful. "Yes Volt." She looked up at the stars, she had watched their awakening like every day, but today was different, she did not make a wish, she just watched blankly as the other stars joined the eldest and then sank into her sour mood. And he saw it. Which was not surprising, she had been moping about, not her normal lively self, well as lively as a shadow was. "Yes. But more so; I am confused." She sighed as her eyes traced the sparkling stars, they called her, even now. She closed her eyes, blocking out the very things that made her happy but spurred on this sadness. "Everyone seems to have a place on this world but me, my world is up there." She opened her eyes as she said that and traced the heavenly bodies that seemed to both love her and taunt her with there distance. "I feel the same about the pack..." She moved her head away from her brother, looking the other way. "I do not think I fit into the scheme. I do not have a place like everyone else." She did laugh this time though, it was a bitter sound. "Even Sol knows what he wants in life." She closed her eyes. Hating herself for the jealousy that she should not be feeling. Not for Sol, who was nothing but caring, even to the shadow of the trio. |