Wishing it would go away
A piece of her knew she was going to be okay, but her body at times wouldn't do what she told it to do. The touch of another would nearly make her jump but as she scented that it was Avalon her eyes grew wide a little. To see her like this was a full run down of her walls, Arian nearly felt like throwing them back up at that moment but she just plain couldn't to Avalon. Blue eyes, surrounded by red of crying locked on the larger female. Letting her heart race, as her ears flicked to the sound of the others voice. Was she really not alone, it was possible. This place was now crawling with wolves but she wasn't sure if any of them would go out of their way to save her even if something bad happened. Arian shook her head for a simple moment. Trying to think of an answer to give to the woman. "I'm sorry - I must have awoken you." he rasped quickly trying to compose herself. However, her breathing was shallow simply because of her panic. Trying to calm herself down this time was having to get some help, however she curled her head into Avalon and let herself cry. Trying not to think of the things that made her sad. Quick, what was it that she enjoyed doing? What was it that she cared about the most - it was hard to think of that in these moments. "It'll.... pass I just.. have to calm down." she breathed. Her tail curled, and the warmth from Avalon brushing away the cold night was a bit of a deal breaker for her. The moon shining above them, she just let her body for a few minutes warm up with the other. Heart trying to desperately crawl back to it's normal stance. She blinked looking at Avalon with tired eyes, although a little more calm her body was still sore after the spike in emotional value.
"I think.... I'm okay now." she muttered. Next time, she needed to make sure she had more mint. Arian had been doing without it, but she certainly couldn't depend on Avalon or even Cypress to make her feel better all the time. Sometimes, she did need to do things on her own. Otherwise she wouldn't be able to feel like herself. |
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Cypress being Arian's mate, can jump into her threads private or not. Arian is fluent in Japanese and English but also knows mild Irish. Avalon is also allowed to crash Arian's threads.