Little Talks
06-19-2015, 10:29 PM
(This post was last modified: 06-19-2015, 10:30 PM by Motif I.)
The reason for the stillborn's was not something Motif would know. Of course a part of her blamed herself for their deaths, for the way she had treated the pregnancy and herself with such hatred and lack of care. In fact, if she remembered correctly her thought path back then had almost been one as if she would have been glad for their deaths. The reality of it however had cut deep, and the presence Shaye had made in her life did indeed make her wonder what little joys they might have been if they had lived. To protect herself, she had given little to no thought of those that had not see the light of their first day nor their first taste of fresh air. Here, and now, would be the most she had ever considered them and it hurt, a lot, and reminded her of how much she had needed to push it away and concentrate on Shaye and her life. Rhythm however would push her to consider them, and how they might affect their lives now, and at last Motif hung her head, shielding her eyes from her sister. “I.. was considering not telling them. I don't see how hurting them over a loss they could not prevent and is in the past would be any good for them” she said softly, “And.. I blame myself, I couldn't bare it if they thought the same” she whispered. |
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