never meant it to be this way
07-06-2015, 08:36 PM
By the time Motif passed, Mira was somewhat compoased again. A shaky laugh emerged in response. A small grin, both saddened and amused, emerged on her face. "Maybe mine," she murmured, tone sorrowful. It was wondrous, what the feeling of being accepted, of having someone who knows her around. It was instantly calming. How... why she stayed away so long she couldn't even fathom; it was incomprehensible to her at this moment. Oh, how she would miss Motif. Mira took a deep breath. "I... have to go. Away. From Alacritia. I just... too many mistakes. Too many... it's painful, being here. I can't put my mistakes to rest. Half the time, I can't even think. And when I do, it's of the many mistakes I've made. Abandoning Bass. Twice. Running away, from you. Not even saying goodbye. When I joined Sonticus, even there I faded away, left without good-bye. I came.. I came because.. I can't stand not to say goodbye again, Mo. I can't!" Yellow eyes flashed, the words leaving her in almost a cry. Fierce, with that spark of the old Mira. And then it was gone, the fight draining from her and she looked down once more. Shoulders lifted in a shrug, inasmuch as a wolf can shrug. A sigh. "I came to say goodbye. That I'm leaving, leaving Alacritia. I don't know for how long. For a while, though. I don't know when I'll be back. But I know I can't stay here. And I know I could never have lived with myself for not saying good-bye to you. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for all the pain I've caused." The last words were caught on a soft sob as the tears spilled over, though after it, it was silent. |
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