A moment to discover

He shouldnt have said it, he shouldnt have told her! Instead, it should have been buried and forgotten untill he was alone and free to let out his anger and his rage. It was instant, the flames of hell fire at his paws, the sound of thunder cracking in his head. It boomed within him, flooded him with sheets of instant and ice cold rain. He shouldnt have told her, the words should have never left his mouth. The flood gates were open.

He clenched his jaws lightly, shaking slightly as he tried to calm himself down, missing her surprise but hearing her question loud and clear. Where they close? Could he even answer that? "No…well, i hadnt seen them…in over a year." he managed to ground out with an even voice, his paws stilled again as he glared coldly at the ground. "A whole year….after our brothers came and took us away without even really asking permission. I hadnt seen them, not once…i havent spoken to them in a year and now..theyre gone" He hissed, like raindrops falling on hot rocks. He felt the rage funnel through him, washing over the pain and making it far more bareable. "I hadnt spoken to them…and i refused to speak to the rest of my family…for a year!" He'd lift his head then, turning bright blue eyes towards Shaye. They shone like lightning, flashed with hale. Everything hurt but it wasnt painful…not while he was angry. "And because of it I have become the outcast! Im surprised they remember they have me as a brother! Who knows! They probably forget sometimes." he growled them, moving to stomp forward, his growl vibrating deep in his throat. "A whole year, Shaye…" He pause then, slate blue eyes melting as he stared at the ground, and just as sudden as it came it seemed to wash away, the anger.

"I could have gone back to the island…i could have made up with my siblings….a whole year.." He whispered, pain replacing anger in his deep tones. Lungs felt tight as he tried to breathe evenly, tried his hardest to get a hold of himself. "So much wasted time….and now, now the only sibling I'm kind of close too..wants me to travel with her. Ive wasted a year and ive promised to spend even more time…away from my siblings." His voice pitched then, becoming tight as his eyes misted but he refused to show any more of his sadness. He tried to call on his anger again, tried to feel better…but oh, he was exhausted. "They'll all…probably forget me…this time." he whispered softly, refusing to look at her.

"Burn Baby Burn"