Just kept coming apart
08-10-2015, 04:27 AM
(This post was last modified: 08-10-2015, 02:54 PM by Aslan.)
To say that he had been feeling a little bit down after the raid was an understatement, for quite a while the boy had felt completely useless. Keeping to himself and trying to figure out what on earth he was going to do to redeem himself. The pack had rushed to defend their land, even his little brother amongst them but Aslan had been kept behind.
He hadn't understood the reasoning behind this decision at the time and the days following the raid had left him in a bitter state of confusion. Of course he knew now that it was to protect his mother, a fact that should have filled him with pride instead but he was still disappointed in himself. A body guard hadn't been needed, he could have surely done better fighting at the borders with the others? Of course he would have been appalled had someone slipped past and begun fighting further into the lands, targeting his mother or someone else less able to fight but his emotions all mixed up at the moment such reasonable facts just weren't settling quite right, feeling that he hadn't been any help at all.
He hadn't understood the reasoning behind this decision at the time and the days following the raid had left him in a bitter state of confusion. Of course he knew now that it was to protect his mother, a fact that should have filled him with pride instead but he was still disappointed in himself. A body guard hadn't been needed, he could have surely done better fighting at the borders with the others? Of course he would have been appalled had someone slipped past and begun fighting further into the lands, targeting his mother or someone else less able to fight but his emotions all mixed up at the moment such reasonable facts just weren't settling quite right, feeling that he hadn't been any help at all.
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