ardent

Time to heal and a time to let go



Nona

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08-31-2014, 03:07 AM (This post was last modified: 08-31-2014, 03:08 AM by Nona.)







Nona needed time to be alone, to think about something that had been bugging her ever since she met that brute. Her thoughts tossed about going from blaming herself to being in almost what would be a fit of rage about him. Her mind was in need of time to just cool down and heal as she made her way towards the Lover's Mangrove. When she came across it, the thoughts of how beautiful it was crossed her mind but again the thoughts about August came about. No matter the beauty of this place it wasn't going to help her clear her head. Nona felt like she was a complete wreck now and didn't want her home, her pack that she was apart of to see her, to know how she felt.



Now in tears she made her way up to the closest tree she could find and sat there next to it. Her lips parted to make way for her voice to come "Why did he leave me... did I do something wrong, is it my voice... is it the way I am?... perhaps... I should be alone... to not be loved and to just be silent... what did I do wrong... why August... why... why didn't you even tell me you were leaving... so I don't have to wonder... to sit her and think its my fault... to not know" She choked on each word as she fought to speak out loud as she sniffled.



She needed someone to lean on, however she didn't want to burden Bass and the others in Abaven with her problems. Even she could have her break downs and now this was one of them. Nona wanted someone in her life that she could talk to and just simply have someone she could lean on for comfort and support but it didn't seem like she would have any not with how she took her problem and silently wandered from the pack lands.




"hear me sing."
-Allen (her mate) is allowed to join any thread Nona is involved in-



Myth I

Loner

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Alamea
09-02-2014, 06:33 PM (This post was last modified: 06-08-2015, 01:17 AM by Myth I.)


Myth would make her way to the mangroves, she would soon be heading off to join her sister and parents in their new pack but for a moment she wanted to stand where it all began, where everything had collided. Unease twisted inside the usually energetic girl, a rare frown creasing her brow. It had been here that Oddity had made the challenge for her older sister's claim, here that he had led her, here were the pair had split ways one nursing his injuries and another too embarrassed to face her own family.

An unfamiliar voice reached her and the Destruction instantly reacted, ears perking and head swinging towards the source. A hesitant smile tugged at the corner of her mouth and her tail began to wag a bit. Mud colored paws carried Myth towards the voice and as the woman drew into view her stance changed, smile and tail dropping and she moved forwards at a slower pace.

"Are you-" Myth began before rethinking it, clearly the woman was not okay? "Can I help?"


"Speech"




Nona

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09-03-2014, 09:19 PM







Nona heard the voice of a stranger and tried to stop crying but her tears still yet came to her. The pain that August had caused her by just up and vanishing without so much of a word stung her heart. Nona tried to catch a breath before saying anything "I do need help, I just need someone to listen to me...I just don't know about myself anymore, I was going to finally have someone in my life who I thought cared about me but they just left me without a single word... August is the name of the man who caused me this grief" Her voice still held her sorrow. Hopefully this stranger wouldn't walk away from her because she really did need someone to listen to her this time, instead of her listening to someone else.



Nona tried to keep her composure but she was rather well in a spot of a break down so thus her joyous side wasn't coming to lift her spirits up. Perhaps it would be easier for this conversation to come about a little better if she told this stranger her name and thus her voice came from her maw "I'm... Nona... Nona Utahime" however her voice trailed off again filled with more sobs. The most that she wanted now was for someone to talk to about what had happened so she didn't have to hold it in.




"hear me sing."
-Allen (her mate) is allowed to join any thread Nona is involved in-



Myth I

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Alamea
09-09-2014, 11:02 PM (This post was last modified: 06-08-2015, 01:18 AM by Myth I.)


Myth's normal chipper demeanor had shifted completely, almost as if a whole new wolf stood in the mangroves, concern creasing her brow. The woman was beginning to speak raw emotion pouring from her jaw and Myth found herself moving forwards, mud colored paws taking herself right up next to the woman and seating herself beside her. Then the Destruction leaned in slightly, allowing her shoulder to brush against the unknown woman. Offering quite literally a shoulder to cry on. Mismatched gaze rested upon the woman, drinking in all that she said. "August is the name of the man who caused me this grief."

Myth did her best to keep her surprise under wraps. She had met him once, and while she had once upon a time maybe thought him cute she had sought no real connection with him. She had been there, done that and if the loss of "Kura" was any indication it seemed history had a habit of repeating itself. Myth offered the woman a small reassuring smile; as she struggled to reign herself in. A name was offered and Myth nodded smiling again. "Myth Destruction." She offered in return.

Nona dissipated into more sobbing then and worry once more marred the young woman's face. "Do you want to talk about it?" She offered lightly, almost hesitantly.


"Speech"




Nona

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09-09-2014, 11:24 PM




Nona felt the woman's shoulder brush against her. The gesture brought a slight bit of relief to Nona's mind when she heard the woman, Myth, asking her if she would like to talk about it. Doing her best to try and catch her tears before speaking took in a breath before letting her lips part "I must look like a mess... but yes it may do me some good to have someone to talk to about this... well it was awhile ago when I was still traveling the lands, I came across someplace called the Red Forest and met who I believed at the time was the kindest man in the world, I thought my search was at its end to have somewhere to belong, but well it seems it was all just a lie, perhaps I'm just a young naive stupid girl who doesn't know if love is true or not" Nona was quick to blame herself for not seeing what would come from August.

Taking in another deep breath before speaking again she leaned against Myth. The support was more welcome to her than anything "and now that I have a home, seeing others falling in love, having someone special to spend their time with... it makes me hurt deep inside to not have that, to not know what its like to be happy, to have someone who loves you and supports you...I know I should be happy they have someone to share their life with... but I also want to be happy too... and to not be alone anymore..." The tears came once more to Nona's eyes. Losing all words to say now as she turned her head to place against Myth's shoulder. Perhaps there would be someone out there for her but Nona lost her sight in what it was to know what love like that was. She pulled her face away from Myth's shoulder before letting something slip from her lips "I'm sorry...I shouldn't be bothering you with something like this..." tears came ever the more strongly as she lowered her gaze to her own paws. Myth was so kind to her already giving her a shoulder to cry on, Nona couldn't ask for anything more than that.

"Speech"
-Allen (her mate) is allowed to join any thread Nona is involved in-