Breaking free of these memories
05-04-2014, 09:11 PM
Madieke |
It had been a few days since Jinxx had found her and spoke to her about Valhalla. She had been unsure, nervous about joining. And some small part was still waiting for Skoll to show up. But it seemed he would not be coming. As she stood on the border she looked over her shoulder as if waiting to see the white male appear. With a sigh she looked away and back to Valhalla. She still wasn't sure about this, but what else did she have? Skoll wasn't coming back. It was best she just forget those memories of him. The cold autumn breeze tugged at her fur, pulling it this and that way. She shivered but not from the cold but the whirl of emotions inside her. She wished someone would show up, a face she knew and could trust. Part of her wanted family, but felt they might force an opinion of the pack onto her. She needed to see things for herself. But part of her liked being out here on her own. But if what Jinxx said about their older brother was true, then she wasn't safe. She could never defend herself, she knew something of it, that was if violence didn't always through her into a panic attack. She sighed heavily. Would she ever overcome those cursed attacks? It was becoming a problem now. She feared sleeping alone because more than half the time she was plagued with nightmares. Not nearly as bad as a panic attack but they could trigger one. She wasn't sure if she should howl out. But seeing as no one had walked by yet, she could be sitting here all day waiting. Head tilted back and a soft call was sent out. She shifted nervously as she waited. She had no idea what she was going to say. She supposed it depended on who showed up. |
05-05-2014, 01:56 AM
It hadn't been long since he had spoken with his little sister. And since he returned home, he could not stop thinking about her. Did anything he say really get through to her? Or did she only respond what he wished to hear? His head shook slightly, a sigh parting inked lips as he tried to push it from his mind, but constant worry seemed to forever plague him. His family...everyone seemed to either be growing apart, or getting close before drifting off. Like a cruel game of tag, it seemed to toy with his heart in a manner he hated. He wished it would stop...he wished he could just be empty of the feelings that plagued him so. But he feared if he did that, he would become the monster that their eldest brother was. He couldn't keep himself from caring, he loved his family too much...
Black painted audits strained upwards for a moment, a soft and very familiar call echoing within his ear fur. Saddened optics rose to gaze across the distance, the familiar white and black form of his sister sitting at the borders. Hopefulness grew in his eyes, tail wagging slightly. Had she decided to seek a home in Valhalla? At least, to seek refuge until they rebuilt what they had lost? He could only hold that small shred of hope. Just a sliver, if anything. He approached her, suppressing the negative feelings he always held and showed that he was glad to see her. His black stained muzzle reached forth, salmon tongue caressing her cheek as he nuzzled her affectionately. "Angel, I'm so happy to see you!"
"Talk" Think "You"
05-11-2014, 08:42 PM
Madieke |
She would shift her weight nervously as she waited. Who knew what would come of this meeting. To say she was nervous might have been an understatement. There were so many possibilities of what was to come it had her shaking. It did not help that Skoll words to stay by the lake kept repeating in her mind. But she couldn't stand being alone anymore. Her ice blue eyes flickered about but quickly her focus landed on the plant forms around her. She had heard a lot of herbs grew around here. Movement out of the corner of her eye had her head snap around to see her brother. A soft sigh spilled from her lips in slight relief. At least it was a familiar face that would greet her first. Her tail would wag softly as a smile lite her face."Jinxx, its good to see you too. Thank the earth your the first one I see here...im nervous brother." She said softly, her voice dropping to a whisper at the end. She wanted to hide in his shoulder, seek comfort from family and wish she could skip over the part of meeting the pack. |
05-11-2014, 09:00 PM