OOC. Liquid timing so that the thread happens before the birthing thread.
She knew she was being irrational but she couldn?t help it, the fear had been festering inside her since her mother?s first sickness. Her brother had been there to support Song not to mention Novel, and it had left the girl feeling less than useless. She had wanted to learn healing and yet even then she had missed her mother?s lesson, not on purpose of course. She blamed it on her recent restlessness. Often she found herself becoming board and turning to napping as a way to pass the time. Now that her mother was pregnant again she was filled with mixed feelings.
She was a year old, independent, nearly an adult and yet? she certainly didn?t feel like it. The quiet girl had found herself missing being young as of late, especially missing the connection with her parents. She was a pup no longer, they did not to be there all the time to watch and certainly she didn?t expect them too but still? she had not had a conversation with either in a while, mostly her own fault to be certain, she was not one for much talk but she was still afraid that she was drifting away from them.
She was happy for her parents, they would soon be bringing new life into the world for the second time, and her family would continue to grow, but it didn?t stop the pang in her chest. Replaced, it was a word that kept bouncing around her head despite doing her best to dispel it. She could not know the feelings of jealousy were normal, that her own brother had struggled with the same thing, knew only that she wasn?t sure how much she really wanted her parents to have more kids.
"Speech"
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