So this is what he was reduced to; his pretty vixen had fled the lands of Alacritis. She was gone for good now and Kairos didn't know what to do or who to turn to. He looked back at all of the time his mother had spent raising him and his brothers. Maybe it was time to stop playing around and go back to mother so she can fuss over him. The last one in the nest; he didn't want to be that last one. All hope was gone as the brute had slowly made the walk of shame all the way home. Home, first Glaciem then here at this pretty yet shitty place they call home. Whatever happened to the proper idea of a pack? Why couldn't he just be normal. One side told him to go back to his family and get on his knees and apologize for leaving them. The other side told him to return yet act as if nothing happened. Maybe mixed together all Kairos wanted to do was leave altogether. Flee these lands, follow his heart and paws. He would be gone like his brothers. Those bastards, always better than him. Always so kind and probably grew up into fine young men. Looking like their mother and Aunt they had something going for them. What about Kai? Hm? What about him? Here he was looking like the man who had raped his mother. He hated going to her. Seeing that look in her eyes, the fear, he could feel the judgement!Damnit, he was sick and tired of being that one brother. Now where were they now? Living their happy successful lives?!?! Grumbling as he got closer the man followed his nose. the scent of his mother to his mother. Of course he didn't even need to howl, but he did anyway. Stopping for a moment the male lifted his head up towards the air and let out a call towards mother dearest. Surely she would just be oh so very delighted to hear from him. No, probably have her heart get stuck in her throat. Kairos was sick and tired of everything he wanted out. But how selfish he would be to leave his poor lonely mother here all alone by herself. Of course there was grandma Crusade and Aunt Maka. Still....she was obviously scarred still and doomed to be forever alone. Sure his mother was a pretty thing but Kai never wanted any brute to abuse her again. Slowly and quietly making his way closer to the scent of his mother as it grew stronger his purple gaze settled on the white dame he called mother. "Mother...I've returned" he said in a plain yet ghastly voice. Walking around to face her Kai nuzzled his head to her shoulder before sitting directly in front of her. Casually waiting for a response he seemed to go aloof as he looked down at his white toed paws. Only after a few seconds he was growing impatient. Anger bubbled up inside of him as the other side of him had awoken. "Speak bitch! I demand a reply faster! Spit it out!" he said in an acid tone Glaring at her with his purple gaze the male let his fangs show slightly as he was starting to lose his temper as well. "normal, I talk, I think, you speak"

A long time had passed since the dame had last seen her son. First it was one day that turned into days. Days that had turned into weeks...Was he finally out? Gone? Gone just like his two brothers? Disappointed she was how none had even said goodbye. Not one goodbye to the mother that had raised them by herself single pawed without the help of a male or fatherly figure for them. All of them turned out fairly good except she worried for Kairos. She believed they took after the wolves they looked like. Oh how she didn't know how much she was right. She was correct though of having them leave her all alone here. Pericles had always been like Maka, happy and rambunctious. Tiberious was like Keki herself, a bit serious and loving. Then there was Kairos, starting out kind at first then turning out more and more like his father each time the dame saw him.Even though he had finally left she would admit she missed all three of them. Remembering the hardships she had gone through for those three. Remembering the day they were born and how she had felt so ashamed. The had brought her pain then happiness. She loved them all so much but there was no one left to love.

Gray lined ears perked up as a call reached her ears..."Kairos..." she said in so much as a whisper before sitting down on her haunches.

It would be no time until her son would find her. He always knew where she was; always knew her scent. She wondered how he was doing, how he had turned out after all. A few moments had passed until his own scent swamped her nose. He entered her bi-colored view as she stiffened for a moment. He looked so much like him, the man that had hurt her. Fear radiated off of her pelt...she was scared. Only then did she see her son and not her previous attacker. Nuzzling him back as he did so to her he said he had returned.

Smelling his pelt he smelt of another place. But it seems he had come home.

She sat there thinking of what to say before he grew impatient and demanded her to speak as he called her a bitch. a look of surprise made its way forming on the features of her face.

Taking a deep breath did she speak in return.

"I've raised you better than that Kairos, you and your brothers. I expect to be treated with respect. If you want to speak to me like that then I don't speak to meat all. But all I wanted to say before was to welcome you back and ask you where you have been. So Kairos...where have you been? If I may ask as we try this again? Hm?" she said in a calm tone

He stood there dumbfounded. He felt like she deserved it and yet she didn't yell or scold him. How could she still offer correction in gentle tones? He-he had to go back to Newt, but not without his mother. A growl escaped his maw as she asked where he had been. "I've been sent to the pits of hell, where I belong. Maybe one day I'll actually go there mother, won't you be so proud? Look at me mother, look at what I've become! You were right! Are you happy now?!?! You saw it coming didn't you. And yet you tried and tried and tried to keep me on that one side of good, the part with you in it, in me! And how else am I going to free myself of this tie binding me to you? To this group here? My brothers are gone! And yet you remain welcoming me home with that fake smile. What do you see when you look at me mother? I know you see him...the way you look at me...the way your body stiffens. We all know how much it hurt you....but I'm not him..just a bit like him. I've turned into a monster mother...no matter how hard you have tried we all knew it was coming. I could always feel it when I was a pup, it was always there. I tried to be what you wanted me to be. But if I told you what I was you would turn your back on me." "I love you mother dearest, but I'm afraid you have to go meet two certain wolves that you've missed for so long. The ones that you've left behind...the ones that you have abandoned when you yourself were a pup. You should be thanking me you know...because you love me." he said as his voice spit out words one by one. Circling around her one more he would brush his tail beneath her chin before stopping in front of her. "They left us mother, we were supposed to be together forever, my brothers and I. Tiberious was the one who was supposed to be the realman of the family. He took after you didn't he.So serious like you, kind, such a gentleman. Then there's Pericles; he was a fun brother, always made me laugh, he took after Aunt Maka didn't he. We all have a piece of you in us though, but what about me? You know who I take after don't you....you predicted we would leave you...but you never could have predicted this event to take place today. You didn't predict that I would come back." Flexing his claws Kairos would advance and pin his mother down on the ground. He would stand above her with his paws on her chest. "Here's the dame who gave birth to me, right before my eyes, the one I've grown up loving as you love me back. You never stopped loving me mother, even now seeing what I've become. But what happens if I would happen to eliminate you from this world? I would eliminate the wolf who would brought me into this world....eliminating my ties of how I got here, of how I exist. Now I can wander the world and lands as my own now....but one last thing mother..." "Tell me....what do you exactly see when you first look at me?" he said Kai wanted to know; he wanted to know what her eyes saw and her brain envisioned. "normal, I talk, I think, you speak"

What her son said almost frightened the dame. Keki wondered where she went wrong. She wondered where her son was, where the true Kairos was....but this was him, this was her son.He said she was right all along, even spoke of the things she had thought would happen that had. He had gone insane....she didn't believe what had happened to him. This wasn't the same Kairos that used to play with his brothers in a small mud puddle. Not the same Kairos that used to snuggle up close to her. Not the same wolf who she had birthed, she even remembered that. He along with his siblings, so tiny, so precious. But now here was one of her sons standing before her. Where had the time gone, what had happened to them all?

"You speak of lies..." she said calmly as she looked at him.

"Your brothers probably went on their own path, like you have and are."

It was moments until he finally finished ranting and pinned her down on the ground.

Was he going to kill her? Was her son going to kill her?!?! She couldn't fight back though. Couldn't lay a scratch on her precious child.

"What I see when I look at you at first is the one who had hurt me on that night that you very well know of. But then after a moment all I see is my son whom I love. Kairos...you know I can't and won't fight back. I will not lay a scratch on you, because you are my child. Still precious to me you are, because I still love you. If the only option is to kill me...just because it may bring you happiness then so be it..." she said.

"I hauled ass for you and your brothers...do you think I wanted to have pups then? I wasn't ready, I didn't plan on it. I tried my best to raise you all and give you all the love you deserved. I gave you the love I had because your father wasn't around to give it to you. he wouldn't have given you any anyways. I'm the only one Kairos...your mother, if you wish for me to go then just do it." she said as her bi-colored eyes gazed into his.

If she were to die on this day she knew how much she would miss her adoptive mother and all of the other Snow Rogues. She would wish good onto all of her sons, even if it would be one that would take her life, the one responsible. On him would she wish extra luck because ti would be he who would have to bear the burden of having her life slip away because of him.

"If you're going to do it...then let me just have my last words. I love you Kairos...you and your brothers, don't you ever forget that." she said as she looked up at her son.

He was right, she did see him, she saw him! She didn't see her son at first, she saw him! He hated that! and for that he hated her! A mix of emotions would overwhelm the male. He would snarl as he listened to her. Each kind word striking his heart like a dagger. How could she still love him?!?! How could she still care?!?! He knew it wasn't his fault she was his mother, she had just been the victim in all of this. In a sick and twisted way he wanted to free her....he wanted her to be happy somewhere where there are no rapists, death,murder, or war. He wanted the best for his dear mother and he believed that. "I-I'm sorry mother...but I want the best for you too...and killing you will send you to a place where you can be forever happy. Maybe one day when I die I'll look up at you from hell and offer you a smile. Maybe one day you'll look down at me and tell me how much you still love me. I know you still do mother...and I do too...but hatred fills my mind and heart. It has turned stone cold and I don't want you here anymore...you should understand as well....how can you still show love towards me when I'm doing this to you....I don't understand. I guess I'll never know though." he said as he lifted up his right paw. Looking down at his mother as she looked back up at him he wanted to remember her face, how she looked. He watched her chest rise and fall with every living breath. Who would have predicted that her life giving breath would eventually go out so soon. Then again who would have predicted that she would have been raped long ago. No one...no one could have or would have... "Again...I'm sorry mother. I know you already forgive me...if my brothers ever return I'll tell them what you said if I'm not already dead myself." he said before swiping his unsheathed claws down towards her neck and burying them deep in her flesh. Removing his paw he became enraged and snarled before he leaned down and bit her throat. He wanted to make it fast, wanted to make it as painless as possible. So he held on,held on to his mother's throat as her blood poured into his mouth onto his tongue.[/b] He would spill the blood of his mother, the same mix of blood he had in him himself. His purple gaze watched from where he held her throat as her eyes slowly closed...he felt the rise of her chest slow until it finally stopped....his mother is dead... Giving a final shake of the part of her throat he held in his jaws Kairos would let go and lick his lips to clean off the blood. Leaning forward to nudge her face with his nose Kairos would plant a kiss on her cheek before fleeing the scene without looking back. -Exit Kairos- -Keki is dead- -end of thread- "normal, I talk, I think, you speak"