i need your love
02-17-2015, 11:05 AM
The change from spring to summer would bring Novel to find herself confined in her den once more. The uncomfortable feeling of her heat was back, and with it brought only memories of pain and shame. Though Lel's horrible act had brought her two wonderful sons the thought of that day was too much to think about. She felt herself withdrawing again, reverting back to when she'd first been attacked. She didn't want to move or speak and the thought of wasting away with the season was more than pleasant.
She wasn't sure if Ara had noticed her change in behavior yet, only the day after the start of spring wouldn't be very alarming. She knew if she stayed here long enough though her mate would seek answers. Novel had no wish to keep anything from the woman she loved, but it was so hard to talk of those feelings she still harbored.
The den was empty but for Novel, bright summer's sunlight spilled into the den along with the vibrant warm colors of the season. She'd almost feel a soft smile touch her lips as she welcomed the beauty os summer. Still she'd hold herself back, her small features laying flat against the earthen den, paws strewn beside her like she'd only just fallen there.
She wasn't sure if Ara had noticed her change in behavior yet, only the day after the start of spring wouldn't be very alarming. She knew if she stayed here long enough though her mate would seek answers. Novel had no wish to keep anything from the woman she loved, but it was so hard to talk of those feelings she still harbored.
The den was empty but for Novel, bright summer's sunlight spilled into the den along with the vibrant warm colors of the season. She'd almost feel a soft smile touch her lips as she welcomed the beauty os summer. Still she'd hold herself back, her small features laying flat against the earthen den, paws strewn beside her like she'd only just fallen there.
02-19-2015, 09:36 PM
(This post was last modified: 02-19-2015, 10:02 PM by Ara.)
Novel's rapidly declining presence was growing worrisome. While their sons were enjoying their new freedom, her wife had seemed to pull away slightly, retracting into her den and into the shadows once again. Though she herself wanted to try to integrate with the pack, to contribute as much as she could to keep their place in the pack secure, she knew Novel was suffering once again and needed her support to make it through this painful season. She'd found something for Novel again today, hoping the gift would cheer her up. A gentle smile tickled her features as she made her way to the den they shared today, in her mouth a bundle of flowers -- blue hydrangeas to be exact. Though they had no apparent use to her, they were quite pretty and the color of the flowers was too unique to ignore. With a slight wag to her tail she would make her way into their den, beaming at her as she gently dropped the small bundle of flowers at her forepaws. "Hi, my love," she greeted her warmly, blue eyes sparkling as she gazed at her. "I hope you like them." She'd never known love like this, and it was apparent in every one of her movement as she leaned down to nuzzle the side of Novel's neck gently. |
02-19-2015, 10:28 PM
She knew that she had to be worrying her mate, though she could hardly bring herself to leave the den her behavior had not gone unnoticed. She did smile when she was around her love, and she still couldn't believe some of the gifts she brought with her. She felt spoiled, but so incredibly loved.
Ara knew how to cheer her up, even from her lowest points. The sun would catch the other girl's fur and streak her form perfectly as she found her way back to Novel's side. Her features would brighten as she lifted her head from the earthen floor and smiled easily. Her marked tail wagged in excitement at the gift that was offered to her, a beautiful bundle of flowers just for her. A pleased whine would leave her lips as Ara greeted her, offering her gift and an affectionate nuzzle that Novel couldn't help but lean into and return. "Hello dearest one, they're beautiful." She'd answer in adoration as she let her mate's scent wash over her.
She'd heave a relieved sigh, she never felt completely safe with out her by her side. "Not as beautiful as you though," She'd whisper, kissing the gold and black fur presented to her. "Did you have a good morning." She'd ask softly, pulling away slightly, hoping she might come sit closer to her.
Ara knew how to cheer her up, even from her lowest points. The sun would catch the other girl's fur and streak her form perfectly as she found her way back to Novel's side. Her features would brighten as she lifted her head from the earthen floor and smiled easily. Her marked tail wagged in excitement at the gift that was offered to her, a beautiful bundle of flowers just for her. A pleased whine would leave her lips as Ara greeted her, offering her gift and an affectionate nuzzle that Novel couldn't help but lean into and return. "Hello dearest one, they're beautiful." She'd answer in adoration as she let her mate's scent wash over her.
She'd heave a relieved sigh, she never felt completely safe with out her by her side. "Not as beautiful as you though," She'd whisper, kissing the gold and black fur presented to her. "Did you have a good morning." She'd ask softly, pulling away slightly, hoping she might come sit closer to her.
02-20-2015, 09:08 AM
(This post was last modified: 02-20-2015, 09:09 AM by Ara.)
She had never known love so deeply before meeting Novel, and knew she would never feel this way about another creature in her entire lifetime. Only her love for healing elicited such similar passion from her, other than the love she had for her sons and for her parents and siblings. Ara had always been a serious, diligent creature, though Novel brought out a much softer side of her herself that she hadn't known existed. The scent of Novel's heat was strong, as she had hardly left the den today and though Ara wouldn't deny that it excited her, she knew that it also brought back painful memories for her wife. The woman felt her tail wag gently behind her, and she smiled as she thanked her for the flowers. At the very least, they would add a nice floral scent to their den and she had tried quite hard to find such unique flowers for her. "I'm glad you like them," she said softly, her grin growing. Their relationship was a simple one, for neither of them asked for much of anything and she found herself appreciating and longing for the simplest things with Novel. A sunny day, a warm smile, and time spent with their sons -- this was what she lived for, and little else. Her wife's compliment brought a rush of heat to her face as her smile grew more bashful as she leaned to nuzzle Novel's neck again, inhaling her scent deeply as she lowered herself to sit by her side. "I did," she answered quietly. "It's beautiful out today." It would've been better had the woman at her side joined her, but she could make do without spending every moment with her, knowing time alone was good for a couple even if it felt anything but. "And what about you? How has your morning been?" |