have some cheese with that whine

She nodded at his words. He was right; it felt like no time at all had passed between... yet so much had happened. "You have given them... and me... a good life," she observed quietly. "The kind of life I wish I had growing up." She was quiet a moment, before tilting her head up to look at him. "I dont regret a thing we have done together, but what I have now makes me look back and... wish I could have done more to save my family. I wish... I wish I was more than just the only Saxe who wasnt crazy. I wish I wasnt the last of my family. I just... wish I had then what our kids have now." She shrugged uncomfortably, embarrassingly aware now of how silly all her brooding sounded now that she was saying it out loud. It sounded less broody and much more like whining, in fact. "I guess I am just envious of you making your name mean something."