What if

*Arian* · 10-10-2015, 07:39 PM

She had taken a lot of time to herself, but sometimes it didn't feel like it was enough. As she sat underneath one of the trees the lone woman would raise her head to look at the weeping willow. Painfully she narrowed her eyes a bit, of course many had already noticed her wounds. At least, those she had spoken to since she returned. Arian had been away from her children for a week as well, part of her thought they hated her. What happened while she was gone and Allen was in charge? Had wolves started hating her again, she sighed and settled her head on her paws. Wincing a little at the soreness of the wounds plaguing her mind. Suddenly she found herself humming a song. The japanese words laying out in her head as she hummed it. (here). After a minute or so she stopped and raised her head again. The mood was well into the sky she probably wouldn't be able to sleep tonight.

Lately, she had been thinking if she slept and never got up it would be better. Her ears flicked for a moment as she watched a small fire fly move across her vision. Arian wished she lived in Rivaxorus' time. Her mother was still around then, why hadn't she been born then? Her muscles tensed a bit, would she have done any better in her life? If Neo had never maimed her, if she really had been Epiphron's daughter. She was a magnet to bad luck wherever she went. Which was something Allen understood. They understood that when he spoke to him before she took her small reprieve. Why then though, why did she feel like crying. Crying over something so useless, she clenched her teeth together. Where was she stepping wrong?

"Talk"

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