My mind is a blank

Tonight the rain wouldn't stop falling, she didn't know how much time she had spent tending to her wound. The tendon had been torn, just like her back leg, and she had failed to defend herself against Sin. She didn't want to see anyone, she didn't want to talk to anyone. Arian had a hard enough time limping home to her den, maybe speak with her children, but for now the pain was too great. Emotionally and physically. Arian growled to herself, how could she have let this happen. To herself, and somehow deep down she felt like she had let someone down.
The woman shivered, curling her tail around her haunches. The tears wouldn't stop falling, and her sobbing was trying to be quiet as possible. Her left shoulder was covered in a paste to protect it and heal it as she sat underneath a tree. Maybe she did want company, but with her absence who knew what they would think of her. Arian sighed, lowering her snout again. Rain and thunder was just befiting to the mood today. The day wasn't even half over either.