Star Light, Star Bright
"But even so, you're worried about something?" She wanted to groan so badly, but it would stick in her throat as she bit her lip. She didn't want to throw her worries on his young mind, they were things he didn't need to worry about, especially at his age. But alas, she would give in. Her emotions were all over, though she loved Newol with all her heart, the worry about what was to come in the future gnawed at her brain. She knew how he felt about Surreal and the Adravendi family, and although Arian had adopted her in, there was still a part of her missing..something that still needed to be filled, but she didn't know what it was yet. Her concern was asking him if he would join her here...but something in the back of her mind told her it wouldn't happen. But still, how could she be sure?
She nuzzled the boy when he tried so hard to explain that she could tell him, even going on to say that he would help protect her children when they came into the world. "Thank you Rivaxorous, i hope my children grow to be as good as you...and i guess that's partly where my worries lie." She felt weight sit on her shoulders again, pressing down on her chest as she sighed, gaze returning to the pool of water. "Three years ago, when I felt like I had lost myself...I met someone who would change my life forever. After that night though, I left to find my family...I never found them though. So I came back, and...recently, I found him again. Newol is his name, and he is the father of my pups as well as my mate." It was a long story short explanation, not wanting to go into detail at the moment, but she hoped he got the gist of it.
She quieted for a moment before continuing. "I'm not sure what happened in the years we were separated, but...I am almost afraid to ask him about coming with me here. He is...or rather, seems to be quite loyal to Surreal, one of your relatives. But I don't know how much of that loyalty overrides loyalty towards me..." Her head would bend down, brows furrowed as she fought back the stinging tears that threatened to take her. She was so afraid to ask him to come here, but...fate wouldn't bring them together to throw that in her face would it? He had shown that he truly loved her, but now her question was....how much? "I...don't know what I would do if he refused...sonticus is my family, I don't think I can leave..." |
