So I Can Fall Asleep Tonight

The alabaster and ebony woman walked onto the landscape, her heart seeming to be weighing her down. It seemed that life always had a way of pushing her down and making her feel left alone and useless. First her mother died from illness, and only one of her brother's survived. Father was a depressed mess, and he had every right to be since her mother's death. She and Hypnos had gone and he went to try and run away together, resulting in something she wished that hadn't happened, and then she didn't have any pups to begin with as well even though she was showing signs of being pregnant. She felt useless and alone.

Her crimson eyes would shift around until she happened to see a figure before her. Another wolf it would seem, and he smelled like a pack wolf; however, it was not from the pack she hated so much. She walked down the hill that was keeping her a safe distance from him and her, but, she would walk onward and sit down a couple yards from her, her eyes still closed and tail wrapped around her bodice. Her stomach would growl, and she would close her eyes tightly from the pain of no food in her belly, bones beginning to protrude from her body to due hunger and lack of nourishment. Ever since her world turned upside down, she was feeling like she couldn't even help herself anymore.