So I Can Fall Asleep Tonight

Mystic would keep her eyes closed, anger and frustration was etched inside her mind and voice. A pack? She had a father and a brother, and little siblings that he had worry about as well. Ever since Hypnos being gone, the last thing she wished was to have a lover taken away once again...if she would ever think of having another mate in the first place. The litter that she thought that she would have never came to be, and this saddened her along with her mother's death, as well as with Hypnos being on a hiatus forever. She hung her head, looking over to the bi-colored orbs of the brute who was now standing a couple feet from her. His voice was kind and gentle, and she would keep the sad expression on her face as she kept her head hung low.

"I have been hurt so much in my two years of life...I don't know if I even deserve life anymore...It is as if everything was taken away from me...And most of it has been..." She lied down, her right front paw crossing over her left. Whoever this male was, he seemed friendly enough, but, first meetings can always cause things to go out of wack if they were to ever meet again. "Life has taken my mate away...my mother away...and it mocked and teased me when I thought I had pups..." she explained, a single tear falling to the ground as she tried to keep from bursting into tears in front of this stranger.

"As for a pack, I will have to consider it...My little siblings and father need me..." She explained, thinking about her father hurt and depressed over their mother made her feel sick. Her stomach growled once again as she closed her eyes tightly, teeth noticeable as she clenched them due to keep from trying to scream, the pain was tremendous and she felt even worse now.