Daddy, it's all my fault

Darkness, a blue toned Vail that hid the world from her, and her from the world. There was an eerie quite to it, one some might consider peaceful but to current it was lonely and isolated and dreaded. She found that when she moved it was like her paws where slicing through jelly. Her paws where hampered by the substance around her. It took her a long moment to realize she hadn't taken a breath in some time and the realization had her lungs burning with need. She parted her lips, prepared to take in blessed oxygen but instead salty water flooded her mouth and coated her tounge, burned her throat. She couldn't breath! The water was endless, it moved into every pore of her being her brain felt like it was flooding I'm her skull. She was more water now then wolf and she could feel the sea that filled her slowly begin to control her. Her paws moved beyond her controls and she began to dance like a puppet on a string. But oxygen! Oh god, she was dying, and knowledge of a puppet master barely registered. She couldn't breathe, she needed air, she opened her mouth wider, a soundless scream of bubbles and water from her lips as she cried out illumes name.

She sat up straight in her den, the scream she had started in her dream continued in reality and the rough cry burned her throat, reminded her of the feel of salty water sliding down her throat and the scream turned into a cry. She sobbed in earnest, afraid, lost and alone. Her soul felt split in two, a part of it and her being wasn't there beside her and she knew in her heart of hearts that illume was dead. The sea had stolen her sister from her. Current had been it's intended victom and she should have gone quietly, had just let it take her from the world. Instead, she had cried out, and Illume had taken her place.