I Will do Anything for You, Even if I Lose the Stars
11-30-2015, 12:11 AM
(This post was last modified: 11-30-2015, 12:16 AM by Caeli.)
Astrea buried herself further into him, knowing that she was making a mess of things, that she somehow turned this into all about her. It was not, this was about him and how she was to help him, but at this moment she knew that the best way to help him was to be here for him and to set him straight on his thoughts, which jogged her out of the depths of disrepair and into the flaming light of anger. She jerked her head up at his softly spoken words, and narrowed her still teary eyes at him. She had never felt anger like this before, never before felt the need to rip out his jugular for his shear stupidity. Later Astrea would mus and think that maybe she understood her fiery sisters moods now... But at this moment she gazed at the broken soul of her brother and knew what had to be done. With her new found anger she gave her brother a sharp retort. "Don't you dare discount your happiness!" The words came out sharp. Now that the pain was more bearable the Star Dreamer knew what had to be done, he needed to be shocked out of this state and put back on track, he had to be forcibly evicted from his disrepair and made to see that the family needed him as much as he needed them. Astrea got up them, her damp eyes determined as she looked at his withered form. "Do not lay this blame on me! You did your part in guiding me! Now is for you, and if the universe cannot see that then it can eat shit." That was also a first, she had never before felt this fire in her. "And destiny can do the same!" She huffed now her pale eyes holding fire at the same time as the pain. She got up then moving out from under. She placed her nose under his side and made to nudge him up. She was not going to let him lay here feeling sorry for himself, no she is going to do what Glacier should have done days ago. She was going to get food into him, even if she had to force it down and then she is going to find the fire that was in his soul and that too she was going to force into him. "If anyone deserves happiness its you! I will not hear otherwise! Now get to your feet and LIVE." She huffed at him, her patience now almost gone. She was in full blown guide mode now, not even thinking about the pain that still lived in her own soul. "Little Illume is alive out there and you pissing on her life is an insult, now stop feeling sorry for yourself and do what our parents never did for us and tear the world apart looking for her!" Now that the blind pain was gone she saw clearly what was happening. He was doing exactly what their parents did, he was giving up on little Illume and that was not going to be forgiven. |