Endless Fire

Starling blinked as her face suddenly appeared, and he'd quickly avert his eyes to try and not look at her. But he didn't move much more than that, not really. She was one of his closest friends, even if they fought like enemies sometimes and they both thought the other was incredibly stupid at times. It's what made their friendship good, at least they could tell each other the truth, even if it hurt. They didn't really say nice things to each other just because, so there was a truth factor there that he could trust. But this...his anxieties seemed to win out over any truth.

His jaw would clench as she spoke, and he snapped his gaze back at her. "Io non sono stupido!" He seethed, perhaps a little too loudly as he looked at her with wide eyes. He wasn't, infact he was quite intelligent, and that was his problem. His mind spun constantly and he thought and thought and thought to the point that he couldn't shut it off. Sometimes he wished it would quiet and he could be recklessly impulsive, but instead he was constantly frozen by his fears. He glared halfheartedly at her before he looked away again, a soundless sigh slipping from his lips. "I c-could kill s-someone...if I'm n-not careful..." He whispered softly, his voice shaking. "I-I want...I wish I c-could be strong, L-lillie...I w-wish I c-could b-be a warrior...l-like my f-father...I w-want to b-be there f-for e-everyone, and I k-keep falling sh-short..." He whimpered. "I-I'm n-not g-good enough..."

"Burn Baby Burn" || "Bruciare Bambino Bruciare"