Testing Time (Meeting)
01-07-2016, 11:36 PM
Starling really didn't want to go. He felt like he couldn't breathe, his chest hurt, he was so nervous and anxious and he didn't want to go. He didn't want to be home, didn't want anyone to see him. All he could think about was how disappointed they would all be in him. It was all he could think of for the passed season, and he hated it. As brilliant as his mind was, he just wished he could shut it off sometimes. So before he even entered the area of the meeting he was so worked, finding it hard to breathe and think straight. His big blue eyes were so wide as he slunk along close to the muddy grasses. He had seen a few of them, namely Lillianna, Lark and his father...but, oh this wasn't going to be good. He thought of Aunt Harmony and the last look he had seen on her face, and thought of Sparrow and how hard she tried and how out there she could be. He longed for that confidence, longed to feel something other than this. And in that moment, all he wanted to do was run away, find Cathaoir, and hide in his embrace from the world. Stiffling a whimper, he crawled into the group near the back, keeping his gaze to the side so he wouldn't make eye contact with anyone. He sat at a distance, close enough to hear his father speak but not close enough to touch anyone. All he wanted to do was sit through this meet and then go...somewhere else. Perhaps busy himself with recreating his store, or go find Cath...most likely the later... "Talk"" | "Italian" |
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