don't know what the plan is

*Bacchus* · 01-10-2016, 01:49 AM

It really did take him forever to form his answer, all during and now after he'd feel his stomach flip inside his gut. He always felt nauseous when his thoughts lingered on that time for long. He always covered it up, he always thought he'd come out stronger because of it. But had he really? Lillie's gaze was hard, she seemed to hold little understanding of the thoughts that went into his words, but then why would she? He hadn't told her anything, and she'd question him further, poking and prodding deeper. He didn't want to go there again, he'd lose her gaze one more time, unable to hold it as his mind raced. "Because if I feel it. It happened." He wasn't delusional. He knew he'd killed someone, that he'd taken their life and they weren't coming back. It felt good to know his enemies blood had been spilled by his own paw. But once you actually sucked their lifeblood free.

Bacchus would suddenly stand, not looking back to Lillie as he walked down the hill silently. He didn't know what he was doing, but he had to do something more than sit there and relive everything. Lillie might have followed him, he wasn't sure, but he would make his way into the water. As soon as he hit the cool liquid he'd feel an intense relief. All of his turmoil was emotional, but the cool of the water made everything so much clearer.
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