maybe I'm just crazy

Was it possible to be ill during spring? She wasn't a healer, how was she supposed to know? Ghh. No, she knew the answer to that stupid question. Anyone would. She was just really upset about it. For the past week or two she had been quite weak and awful-feeling. The small girl was unable to get around without totally passing out, panting like she had run six miles nonstop. And she was always tired. Her legs screeched curses at her when she got up from a six hour nap as if they were trying to force her back down. Her eyes itched, her stomach was often pretty upset...she didn't know what was wrong.

It definitely wasn't normal. When she was awake she had tried to think of things she may have eaten or done to get herself sick, but nothing foreign had struck her. So she just sat in her den, wishing Amalia or any of the other healers had telepathy so she didn't need to get up and find them herself.

But today she was out and about. Why? Because she had some apologizing to do. To Leo in particular, as she had totally skipped out on a mandatory meeting and was demoted for it. She didn't mind the demoting part--- she deserved it, really. What she was really worried about was how Leo thought about her now. She considered him a friend...would he push her away because she failed to attend an important meeting? She could name a few wolves that would. But Leo was different. Right? Arivae felt her knees grow weaker at the thought of losing a friend. Unable to walk much more, she sat down and called out for her alpha, her tail curling close to her hips as she heaved out a few long breathes. She hoped he wasn't too busy with his children and wife and...pack. Gah. Maybe this wasn't such a good idea...