I don't wanna be alone
03-10-2016, 12:28 PM
(This post was last modified: 03-10-2016, 01:12 PM by Evelyn.)
For the first time since he had come to these lands, Itri felt an overwhelming sadness. He sat with his back against a tree, blinking his silver eyes to keep back the threat of tears. He was supposed to be strong, and yet here he was. He was so young, and already pushing back all these feelings. He felt so alone, even in this pack of wolves. No one understood him, no one could ever know what he was going through. He was totally alone in this world. The only wolves that were supposed to love him without condition left him to his own devices, at an age too young to hunt on his own. If he hadn't run into the willows and been attacked by that crazy star child, he wouldn't have found this pack. While it made him feel a bit safer, it hadn't kept his pain at bay. If anything, it made him feel worse when he looked at the happy family here, longing to be part of it. But admitting that would mean that he would make himself vulnerable. Sighing, he closed his eyes and hung his head. Maybe he should just leave, just really be alone... alone. |