It can't be perfect again

With Myriad well in-the-running and her position as the secondary alpha comfortably settled into, her life seemed complete. A man she loved and led beside, a pack to call home, a family - well, that part wasn't so complete. Some days the empty spaces where her sister and mother would have been go unnoticed, though on other days they don't. It was almost as if an aura of coldness drifted over her, reminding her of the two wolves she had betrayed. In fact, her heart still felt broken, missing a couple pieces. One for her mother and the other for her sister.

Until this day she had managed to push the thoughts away. They were gone for good. They weren't coming back. Why would they? Only to be reunited with her then abandoned by her foolish choices? Today she couldn't hold it back anymore. Following a quick scout of the pack's borders, she skirted to the next territory, entering the rogue lands. She had to search. She just had to. She wouldn't be able to fall asleep at night without knowing she had searched every crack and crevice of the continent. Today she began that search.