No More Silent Observation

She would hear his voice before she would see him. For about half a second she was glad to see him but then the glare set in as her face drew into an angry scowl. Once more those words would taunt her, her name was the only thing she could pull out of his sorrow filled tone. She could only assume that he was apologizing for leaving her to a silent hell. Sure his ears were back and his eyes were to the ground, what ever it was he felt bad about he was honestly sorry for it. At the moment she didn't care, she was a warrior forced to live the life of a peasant simply because no one could understand a word she said. No now she was going to give him a piece of her mind and didn't give a damn whether or not he could understand a word of it. That was the world he drug her into and he deserved to know how she felt when everything around her exploded into chaos while she sat confused and angry for not knowing what the hell was going on.

Black tipped ears would lay pack as turquoise orbs hardened into seriousness. She would puff up and stand tall just before opening her maw to let him have whatever came out. "Pourquoi diable vous m’amènerait à cet enfer qu’à me laisser seul. Personne ici ne comprend moi ni moi eux. Lorsque les crumbles pack qui nous entourent malade ne sait pas pour courir ou se battre, de quitter cet endroit à son devenir ou de rester et aider." She would pause for a split second to gather more words to launch at him. "Je suis fait. Fait d’être une fille de paysan foutue, faite ignorés et putain je suis au-delà fatigué d’être silencieux. Pas plus Xephyris. Je suis un guerrier et n’ont jamais été autre chose et pourtant vous avoir omis de tenir votre promesse m’a gardé jusqu'à présent dans un rang modeste. Je déteste être laissé tomber, je hate défaillante et je déteste ne pas pouvoir vous dire exactement combien j’aime et vous adore."


A few moments would pass as she would glare at him sternly before her features would soften and she would look away, both pissed off but upset. "Xeph, je ne peux pas rester si je ne peux pas être moi-même. Si je ne peux pas parler et faire d’autres m’entendre et si je ne peux pas être n’importe quoi plus que cette sorcière est égale à une paysanne, alors je ne peux pas rester. Mon amour j’ai besoin de votre aide et je déteste demander de l’aide." She would look back at him with pleading eyes. She needed his help and didn't know how else to tell him.

TRANSLATIONS:
1. Why in the hell would you bring me to this hell only to leave me alone. No one here understands me nor I them. When the pack crumbles around us ill not know to run or fight, to leave this place to its fate or to stay and help.

2. I am done. Done being a goddamned peasant girl, done being ignored and goddamn it I am beyond tired of being silent. No more Xephyris. I am a warrior and have never been anything else yet you failing to keep your promise has so far kept me in a lowly rank. I hate being let down, I hate failing and I hate not being able to tell you exactly how much I love and adore you.

3.Xeph, I cant stay if I cant be myself. If I cannot speak and make others hear me and if I cannot be anything more than that witch is equal to a peasant girl then I cannot stay. My love I need your help and I hate asking for help.