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Mortar

Loner

age
4 Years
gender
Male
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08-19-2016, 04:29 AM


"Don't be sorry,"

Those were the first words she said after his confession. Ears slid backwards and he held back a whine. How could she be so forgiving? They could have all died, like he'd thought they did, and he wouldn't have known. He'd thought he was the last one left for so long and that thought alone was absolutely heart breaking. They'd already lost their parents and what if he could have done something to help save his siblings?

She smiled softly, saying they had survived. Ears would slowly rise once more as he stared nervously at her. She told him of how that after they'd been kidnapped the pack came and rescued them. He was glad they hadn't had to deal with their captors for long. Imagine if he'd stayed. He would have gotten to be with his siblings. He would have gotten over the loss of their parents and he would have stayed a family with them. Instead he'd ran and ended up in Donostrea and even that had given up on him too. They'd left him and he'd been so alone for so long now that it felt like it was always going to be that way. He was so tired of being lonely.

His attention returned to his sister and he listened as she explained how the pack pitied them. He knew that kind of pity. Glacier and Anais had given him those looks from time to time after they knew what had happened to his pack and family. He hadn't missed the looks of worry and the space they gave him.

He was surprised to learn of Caliber. A frown tugged on his lips as she explained the silence from their brother. The distance he put between them all and how eventually no one could do anything for him. He couldn't blame him. No one deserved to see their parents die that young and it had made a huge impact on all of them. It seemed Caliber had taken it a different way though. He couldn't fathom what had snapped in him to kill a wolf. Whether he deserved it or not ... well he hoped he never became like that. He didn't want to kill anyone if he could help it. He was almost glad he'd been exiled though. They were all here and that meant they could be together again. They just had to find Arsenal and Caliber.

A frown tugged at his muzzle some more as he thought about it. It almost seemed hopeless and as he looked at Ricochet and felt tears coming to his eyes again as he thought about his adopted family leaving him all alone. He couldn't go through that again. Without even thinking about it he moved forward and shoved himself into her fur burying his face in her neck. He didn't care about her personal space anymore. She was his sibling and he needed her.

"Don't ever leave me Ricky." He murmured. "I can't deal with it anymore. I can't be alone..."

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