You are your own mind
Yes Heather had noticed that she had grown to be as tall as her dad. Which was a bit amusing, Lionel felt so small, not too small but it was funny. It made her laugh silently at least. A chuckle in her escaping as she thought about it. Yet she listened to him as well. He didn't blame her, ahh well. In the back of her mind - she was also afraid of leaving them like mother had. Something that hadn't been brought to her attention until Alfred actually told her himself how she felt. She still didn't know what it meant though. They all had such good grips on herself. While she at a constant rate only knew... happiness and how to handle that. Anything else was like throwing an acorn at her head over and over again. Heather was a bit, surprised. When Lionel said he wanted to come with her, she was met with another thing she didn't understand. What was it? She felt like she wanted to hoard him. Suddenly at this moment, she wanted him for the rest of her life. It wasn't in a harsh sense - just that he offered. She wanted to cling to it like any baby animal would to their parent. She shook her head. "Then we'd have to take Roza and Alfred with us too, and that wouldn't be fair. I think I'm the one singled out when I should probably stay even though I want to go." Heather told him. Suppressing those thoughts of selfishness. Even if she didn't understand what they were. They were probably bad just like the rest.
"Maybe I'll learn how to fight. I've been meaning to try and choose something. Fighting, Hunting, Healing.... fighting seems to be the strong route that calls to me." Heather looked at the ground. Who would teach her though, and who would she even fight? Could she really try and harm someone - that was a bad thing wasn't it. Though she knew it was a vital skill in life. They killed and ate prey after all. That was the same as harming another wolf - but she was unsure if she could bring herself to hurt others even in a spar. |
Leo as Heather's father is free to crash her threads as he see's fit. Lionel as her close brother is also allowed to do the same.